thank you. i'd post stuff like this in the pod but i don't have the pw anymore and i'm too lazy to pm for it
lol!!
there is a website, jumperpool.com i think, where people actually make bets and guesses as to when and who the next jumper from the skyway bridge would be. i hate that people can actually win stuff from my cousin's death. there is also a spot on there to read accounts of the suicides. the last person to see amber alive posted her account. she said amber had no hesitation when she jumped. she actually saw her jump...and saw her in the bay. she said the last song she was listnening to was a pussycat dolls song and it was blasting from her car.
i am so grateful to have known amber. she was an incredibly beautiful person inside and out who struggled with so much of the same stuff I have struggled with.
Grieving does blow, but it sounds like you're doing what you need to do. I'm so glad that you recognize that you couldn't have known since she did not reach out and you live in a different state. I'm sure that doesn't make her death any easier on you. I'm glad you feel like you can come here and vent and talk about it. We're always here for you.
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