My fear of strange dogs just hit me hard moments ago.
Thomas and I were standing at the bus stop when this neighborhood pit came peeking out from the bushes. He is always around, I've just never seen him so close.
Thomas was in between me and the dog when I saw him.
I told Thomas to get in the van. (we drive to the bus stop when it's cold and in the mornings.)
The mom across the street at the other bus stop, told me not to worry, that he is friendly but it didn't calm me down. I'm still shaking and my heart is still feeling like it's about to bust out of my chest.
When we got in the car Thomas was asking me why I was afraid of the dog..
Unfortunately it stems from my childhood, back when my mom was in a NA program and she would take my brother and I for the 30 minute walk there each day. One of those days a dog chased after us, my mom and I had climbed onto the roof of someone's car and were trying to grab my then 4 or 5 year old brother to pull him up but he kept running while the dog kept snapping at him.
I love dogs, just not dogs I don't know, regardless of their size.. I felt like I was 8 years old again..
Do you have any fears now that you had as a kid?