So last night watching TV DH mentioned he couldnt believe its already 20th of Jan. I said half jokingly half not that yah time's going by really fast, so we need to have kids before time is gone.
OMG

He actually said I know I've been thinking about it and I am ready to have kids




He said he just wants me to have different job and life be settled, or something like that. He doesnt like the idea of me having a baby under such stress at work and he would like to have different job that has benefits.
HOLY CRAP that is the biggest step we he possibly take. I feel like we could actually be close to TTC now.
Now I'm really impatient and want to hear about that job.