Well I got a text from my friend today. Not good news

They are not going to be filling the position for the receptionist at this time, only time will tell if and when they will.
It was so much of a bummer. I wanted to cry in the grocery store when I got that. I was so excited about it, it was perfect. Especially since DH said he's ready to TTC once I got a different job since mine is hell.
I'm back to square one now, I just want to breakdown and cry. TTC felt so close now it seems like it could never happen again. I just cant catch a **** break