[cocosmumNco]

long story so are free to press back if you want. about a week ago i started getting cramps and feeling sick like i do when pg. i'd half heartnly been taking opk to find out when i ov but i wasn't that good because i wasn't due to ov till the cramps started. it felt like pg cramps and for the last week i've been having them driving myself crazy thinking i'm pg. i've not said anything because i didn't want to appear silly when my af shows and if i pg i usaully keep it quiet till i know for sure.
sunday night i had a massive blob of ewcm but thicker then yesterday when i wiped there was loads more than ov and i saw it as a good sign but now i don't feel pg my cramps have eased alittle. starting to think i ov yesterday now. i have no opks left. i took a cheap hpt and a clear blue this morning and the cheap one is neg. the clear blue has a line which i think i saw before the time limit but the test was very cloudy till about 10 mins when i did see the line and i think it was blue but i know clear blue are known for false postives and now it looks grey and its quite a thin line so i'm guessing its a evap line. i'm guessing i'm 9 dpo going from when the cramps started.
deep down i know i'm not pg so why have i been driving myself insane thinking i could be and what are all the cramps about do you think i could be imagining them. af not due till sunday at earliest so this is gonna be a long week.

sorry it was long i just had to tell someone.

edit: i've just took another clearblue cause i'm nuts and same thing happened with that one i saw the line appear before 10 mins but as test got clearer its appearing more but after 10 mins mark. i know its early and i'm nuts and they are prob evap lines but i'm going insane here. i'm almost certain these are evap lines why do i do this to myself.
going to work now to keep my mind off it and to stop me poas.

[RandaBear]

I had what I am assuming was an.extra crampy ovulation this month, too. I think implantation cramps are later if you are pregnant, like 8-10 days after fertilization. Go get a pink test! Those blue ones are mean!

[Babybear4]

Girl, you can't tell us all of this without posting a picture!

[cocosmumNco]

lol i tried but my phone didn't have enough charge. i'm almost certain i'm not pg though. sickness was barely there this morning and cramps have eased. gonna test again in morning with my last cheapy but i'm certain it will be a bfn.

[Memi]

(Chants) Pictures, pictures, pictures, pictures!!!!!!

[cocosmumNco]

lol it was definately negtive. i work up this morning with a overwhelming feeling that i'm not pg and didn't really see any point in testing but i did and it was negtive.
i'm gonna wait now see if af arrives if it doesn't i will test.
its odd cause i did feel i was pg till what i thought was implantation then it went away so whether it just didn't implant i don't know. blessing i guess cause as much as i'd love a happy accident i'd be pg on hols and if i start feeling sick that won't be fun.