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PrettyMommy March 29th, 2014 03:17 AM

Heart broken to update this....
 
My sweet Sammy passed away last night, actually about 4 hrs ago as I type this post. He started having an issue with a blockage in his aorta last Sunday and he had a balloon placed on Wednesday. He was doing just fine until today when his heart rate started dropping some. We received a call from the hospital around 9 p.m saying he needed to have the breathing tube placed in again and we needed to come right away. We rushed the kids to my moms and I had my sister meet us there. We knew it was bad. So many people came in and sat us in the Quiet room to talk. Doc said one minute he was just fine and the next they lost his heart beat and through tons of medicine and cpr they got him back. They told us very frankly he wasn't going to make it. So we went in to see him and his heart started going down again. This time we told them not to do cpr and let him go. My husband held him as they turned off the monitors and thats how we stayed until the doc checked him and said there was no heart beat. They pulled his tube out and pulled the tape off his face. I could finally see my beautiful angel. We stayed another hour until I just couldn't stand feeling his cold little face. I smelled him for the last time and we left our sweet baby boy swaddled in the hospital bed he called home all his short life.... My son isn't suffering anymore and I am grateful for that. But I will never be the same. I am so glad I saw him earlier full of life and I even changed his diaper and held him.

10x_A_Mommy March 29th, 2014 06:51 AM

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Omg there are no words, only tears and heart break for you :( I'm so so sorry.

caliroo34 March 29th, 2014 06:53 AM

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I am so truly sorry. There are no adequate words. My heart aches for you and your family.

melaniek85 March 29th, 2014 07:47 AM

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Oh no :( I'm in tears reading this. I'm so sorry :( Your family is in my thoughts.

rnholly March 29th, 2014 07:49 AM

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My prayers are with your family. I'm so very sorry :(

ChristyHailey March 29th, 2014 08:01 AM

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Sending lots of prayers for you and your family. Big hugs momma! I am so sorry. :(

MummytoB March 29th, 2014 08:26 AM

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I am so heart broken reading this. And so very sorry. I will be praying for you and your family. There are no words. (((HUGS)))

tlp2214 March 29th, 2014 08:34 AM

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I know there are no words anyone can say to make this better. You and your family are in my prayers. Sammy was so beautiful, and he was so strong! He fought so hard for himself and for you. So now you have to be strong for him!! God bless you and your family, and little Sammy. You will meet again one day! <3

mommyluneyburd March 29th, 2014 08:37 AM

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I am so sorry to hear about Sammy, it breaks my heart to hear this. I cried while reading your post and my heart aches for you. Lots of hugs and love to you,Tanya

SkyBaby March 29th, 2014 09:11 AM

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I am so sorry.. I know there aren't words for this.. I wanted you to know we are all here for you. I'm praying God comforts you and your family.

NewGurl March 29th, 2014 09:26 AM

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hugs your a strong momma

melissalaw March 29th, 2014 10:02 AM

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I am heartbroken for you. I am so sorry. I am praying for you and your family.

victoria0294 March 29th, 2014 10:30 AM

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I'm so sorry to hear this. I'm praying for you and your family.

MrsJones March 29th, 2014 03:30 PM

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I'm so sorry to hear this. We are all here for you if you need us.

denalibear March 29th, 2014 05:44 PM

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I am so so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

PrettyMommy March 29th, 2014 06:45 PM

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Thank you everyone for the thoughts and prayers. I will try to finish up my weekend with my kids and go to the funeral home Monday to cremate my son and pick his urn. No service, no sad get together. I just want to finally bring my son home. I just hate it's like this. I can't stop looking at his pictures. All 178 of them. I keep them all and we took one just about everyday. I even have a video from last week. I will always love this little boy. His nurses cried, it was heartbreaking. But he will never be forgotten. He showed more strength then I ever could and I'm proud as heck of him....

momof8lopez March 29th, 2014 08:24 PM

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Lurking from November 2013 PR. Wanted to send my prayers to a very strong mother and woman. Your little Sammy was a fighter because of you. Because of your strength and endurance of being with him these 3 months, he was a strong soul. It breaks my heart as a mother to see you travel this journey, and I pray for peace to one day cover you and your family. May God be with you and yours.

mommyagain42 March 30th, 2014 05:21 AM

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I am so sad for you. I have enjoyed getting to hear Samir's story over the last few months he was such a strong little boy and you are a brave mother. Please know you are all in my prayers.

JewJewB March 30th, 2014 12:58 PM

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There's no words. Just know you're in my thoughts and prayers.

shell1981 March 30th, 2014 04:52 PM

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I'm so so sorry to hear this. I was so happy to hear ur last update and see the beautiful pictures you had posted. I have taken a long time thinking about what to write and I'm still don't know what to say. I lost my son to sids at 3 weeks old 14 years ago and I know that no words will help comfort you. I am thinking of you and your family and I will continue to pray for you. Please keep in touch if you feel able to. We are all here to support you.


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