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Rpantle March 28th, 2013 09:57 AM

I am lost with out you!!!
 
After my baby girl passed away January 30th at 1237am. I have been lost I have another child he is four and he is the only reson I have not taken my own life. I miss her I need her I feel dead I feel lost broken and so much more I can not put in to words. I am lucky if I can get out of bed it has been almost two months and none of the pain has gone away. I feel like I killed her letter her go was the hardest thing I had to ever do!!! What now I have a void I need to feel I want another baby but my husband is not ready. I don't know if I am but I have a void I know only a child can fill! What do I do. :mellow:

lelila March 28th, 2013 10:39 AM

Re: I am lost with out you!!!
 
I read your story. I have no words that will make you feel better, the tears I'm crying for you and your child aren't going to cleanse you and your heart. I deeply encourage you to seek out a counselor in your area. Your grief can't be measured. Your hurt can't be bandaged. Your pain can't be dampened.

Your little boy needs his mommy. Please please please go to grief counseling. It's not going to bring back your precious baby girl. But it will give your little boy his mommy back.

I wish I could hug you and cry with you, to show you that you are not alone. I'm so desperately sorry for your loss.


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