Needed to get something's off of my chest and thought here was a good place
 

Today I'm feeling down and out as I usually do before AF. Who is due in 3 days.
I was on an extreme diet for about 9 months and got down to 105. In August I had a late cycle which got my boyfriend an I thinking since we are both in our thirties we should try for children even though neither of us are divorced yet. ( we are both separated and living together)
We have been NTNP ever since but I've gained an incredible amount of weight because I went from eating severely low calories to eating 1,800 to 2,500 a day. I still do moderate exersices everyday but I'm all the way up to 145.

Also last cycle I had a chemical pregnancy that was sad for me. And even though we BD nearly every night this cycle ( mostly cause we like to) I feel less pregnant than I ever have.
No tiredness
No sore BBs
No nausea
Nothing :(

I wanted to hold off testing unti the 15th because I'm afraid of a bfn or another chemical, but it really looks like I won't have to because I just know AF is coming.

That's all of my whining for now it's nice to have a place to do it.
Thanks for being there.

Re: Needed to get something's off of my chest and thought here was a good place
 

hi hun im new to this, whats a chemical pregnancy?