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Brittanie February 22nd, 2009 09:06 AM

...that Patrick was stillborn too. The dream was probably just resurfacing memories of Cora's labor and delivery, but in the dream it was Patrick. I woke up with "Oh God, please, not again!" on my lips.

I woke up to Erin crying, and an excruciating headache. I went ahead and just brought Erin to bed with me. I needed my reminder that babies are born healthy, and that they come home with you.

So I'm skipping church, because my head still just HURTS and I feel really sick to my stomach, and I don't think I can handle Erin in church by myself right now.

Matt's plane comes in at 2pm. I would love to go into labor after that.

madmum_sarah February 22nd, 2009 10:42 AM

oh hunny :dothug:
im so sorry things are getting to you now but not long and you will be holding that baby boy in your arms!
i hope you do go into labour real soon hun so your mind can be eased
xxx

*Jennifer* February 22nd, 2009 11:37 AM

:dothug: What an awful dream. Soon you will have your healthy and beautiful baby boy in your arms.

Danielley08 February 22nd, 2009 12:07 PM

Oh no britt :( what a terrible, terrible nightmare...but I guess the further along you get, the more the anxiety is going to start taking over...

You should try parking as far away in the parking lot as you can (pending DH's plane isn't delayed!) and see if that long walk will help get something started...then go home and eat a whole bag of jalapeno poppers and make DH rub the pressure points in your feet WHILE you do nipple stimulation... :D that should start SOMETHING rrrright?

Your next appt is Tuesday...have they considered induction for yet?...

Brittanie February 22nd, 2009 01:14 PM

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Oh no britt :( what a terrible, terrible nightmare...but I guess the further along you get, the more the anxiety is going to start taking over...

You should try parking as far away in the parking lot as you can (pending DH's plane isn't delayed!) and see if that long walk will help get something started...then go home and eat a whole bag of jalapeno poppers and make DH rub the pressure points in your feet WHILE you do nipple stimulation... :D that should start SOMETHING rrrright?

Your next appt is Tuesday...have they considered induction for yet?...[/b]

Danielle, you always make me laugh! Thanks so much! I haven't actually talked to them about induction yet...but I think I will. I'm definitely going to ask if she'll strip my membranes on Tuesday if I make it there. Ugh.


To distract myself, though, I cleaned both my bathrooms and did all my laundry (including all of the clothes I have for Patrick that I hadn't taken the tags off of "just in case." I decided there IS NO "in case." So I washed it all!)

Danielley08 February 22nd, 2009 02:16 PM

Good for you getting all Patrick's stuff ready!!! :smile:

Hopefully your DH has made it back safe and sound and NOW we can start sending ELVs your way!!!!

So...C'MON PATRICK!! WE'RE READY TO MEET YOU NOW!!!!

Brittanie February 22nd, 2009 03:46 PM

Yep, we just got home. Apparently he took some dramamine before his flight, so he just went straight to bed. Ah well, he's home now, and I can wake him up if I need him.

aBookasmommy February 22nd, 2009 04:19 PM

Im sorry sweetie :dothug: Dreams like that are tough and they dont help our fears.

ShannonMVT February 22nd, 2009 06:50 PM

:dothug: I'm sorry Brittanie. I know bad dreams can seem so real. :(

I hope Patrick comes soon so you can rest easy.


angelmomjen February 23rd, 2009 12:01 AM

There is no just in case. I cant NOT wait to meet Patrick, I know the anxiety is growing for you daily, and I promise you I am willing that baby boy to come on out!! Everything is going to be good..now eat those poppers, have tons of sex, and all that great stuff Danielle said!! Come 'on Patrick!!! (I bet he has red hair!)


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