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AviatrixMorgan March 29th, 2013 05:20 PM

Feeling frustrated and ready to move on
 
It's been 5 weeks since my miscarriage now.

As of my blood test today, I still have plenty of hcg swirling around in me. I'm also bleeding quite heavily over the past 3 days again (which really made me think today's beta would have dropped significantly).

I am just so frustrated with this whole process. I'm ready to go forward, but I can't. I'm tired of being reminded of it everytime I go to the bathroom. Everytime I go to the OB's office is difficult.

I feel like complete crap physically. My iron is very low and not coming up so they're sending me to a specialist to be checked out...that was taken before the bleeding picked up heavy again so I know that's depleting me even more.

It feels like the miscarriage that will never end.

Ame C March 29th, 2013 05:41 PM

Re: Feeling frustrated and ready to move on
 
I'm so sorry. I hope you start feeling better soon so that you can continue to heal and grieve. Try to keep moving on at your own speed. I know it's pretty impossible right now because of the torture your body is putting you through but try to think of it as your body is doing what it needs to do in order to prepare itself for ttc in the future. I don't know if that helps at all ((hugs)) just know that we are here for you, always.

smsturner March 30th, 2013 01:55 PM

Re: Feeling frustrated and ready to move on
 
I'm so sorry. I wish I had advice for you, but all I can say is, I'm sorry, and we are here to listen. Big hugs honey.


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