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MidnightMaiden January 19th, 2014 03:30 PM

Still Here...
 
Hey ladies,

I know I haven't been on much. Life's been kind of hectic. I'm sure we've all been there :)

Things are.... Ok. 2014 hasn't gotten off to the best start, but I'm just hoping that it can only go up from here. Chin up.

Chris has been causing problems for me, and a loooooot of stress. Like, to the point where I sobbed into Kane's arms. I've never done that, and certainly not because of my ex. He's been good about it. Chris is just being his normal self, and I really shouldn't expect anything less, but I keep hoping he'll grow up...

It's that time of the month, so my hormones are all over the place... But worse than they have been in years. I've been crying for no reason and just been so emotionally drained and all wacked out. Things have been feeling weird between Kane and I. And I don't like it. Like we're growing distant from each other.

I go to bed before midnight and he stays up til 2/3/4 in the morning. We never go to bed together anymore. We don't sit and cuddle on the couch like we used to, and he seems to be in the garage more often than not anymore. I was sick yesterday, like was up until 4:30 am sick, and he had 3 guys over and was in the garage. One of his friends asked how I was feeling, but not him. I dunno...

Sorry. I don't mean to come back for the first time in a while and unload. But I don't have anyone else to talk to... Literally...

Shades of Grey January 22nd, 2014 10:16 AM

Re: Still Here...
 
Oh Tasha, Im so sorry. Feel free to vent and talk with us. I havent been on for a while either but will be now! *hugs* I hope you can get some peace soon!

Carwen*Angel January 25th, 2014 02:50 AM

Re: Still Here...
 
Oh Tasha :dothug: xxx

Sounds to me not like you and Kane are headed for a breakup or anything but simply that the "honeymoon phase" is coming to an end...happens to the best of us honey. It just requires a bit more effort in keeping the passion and romance alive, and it takes a little time to convince our menfolk of this unfortunately :rolleyes: ;) xxx

I am struggling to get here much right now but I usually check in on FB every other day or so because of my page, and you are always welcome to shoot me a PM there if you need to talk xxx Much love and light xxx :wub:

MidnightMaiden January 26th, 2014 03:42 PM

Re: Still Here...
 
Thank you ladies. I really means a lot to know I have people here who care :)

I've talked to Kane about how I've been feeling about us, and he says it's just because he's stressed out. It's been keeping him up at night and making him feel sick so things have been different between us. He assures me though that everything is ok and he is still indeed happy with us.

I have just been feeling so defeated and upset. It's really bad. I feel so emotionally, spiritually and mentally off balance. My life is no where's where I wanted it to be and I'm so broke every month it's hard to do anything for my kid and it makes me feel like less of a mother.... Just a bit of depression I think... :(

*PurpleMidnight* January 27th, 2014 02:01 AM

Re: Still Here...
 
hugs. Im glad you have talked to him now. Hopefully things get better


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