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captivate July 11th, 2012 04:59 AM

Clares TTC#2 with an angel above journey Pregnancy VLOG 23w added
 
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Well I will do a rundown on the history.

2002 - 2003 started TTC. After a year we realised something is wrong as its average 6 months to get pregnant.
So I went to the docs and the doc said that we have to be registered TTC for a year with them so I registered TTC.

2003 - 2004 started charting my cycles to see if I ovulated. I did ovulate every month bar one which is normal within 12 cycles. BUT my average LP was not long enough so doc gave me progesterone supplements.

3 cycles with those and I quit because my LP was then too long and the stress of thinking I was pregnant put me off.

I quit altogether and found a second job to take my time up.

My relationship was on the rocks due to him wanting 4 kids and me being broken.

Sept 2004 - Suprise BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

April 2005 - 37 weeks pregnant gave birth naturally within 6 hours to a Daughter Serenity-grace 5lb 8oz.

April 2006 TTC#2 as my periods came back from a years breastfeeding.

BFN's every cycle.

June 2009 - me and Serenity's dad split up due to the stress. He met before we split someone who was pregnant on the net and now they live round the corner from me with 3 kids together.

June 2011 Fell in love with the most wonderful man in the world. Using no contraception fell in love with no plans of children. No stress due to none of us planning them. ( we had known eachother for 2 years )

May 2012 - SURPRISE BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!

June 18th 11 weeks pregnant, was told I had a missed miscarriage - devastation and heart break.

July 2012 - TTC#2 .........................

So my updated will start from my first cycle after my loss.

I wil be using OPK's and temp charting for the first 3 months to see how regular my cycles are and to see if I still have my LP problem.

I hope to have a rainbow baby soon.

I am 32 and he is 48 so time is running out.

Wish us luck and baby dust.

I am currently CD3

captivate July 29th, 2012 11:07 AM

Re: Clares TTC#2 with an angel above journey
 
cd1, cycle 3. If I feel this down knowing timing was off what am I going to be like when timing was right.

I'm angry right now that I lost my miracle baby.... I have been ok but I guess seeing spotting yesterday brought memories back.....

I'm never going to get this baby.... why am I even trying... everything is against me.

captivate August 31st, 2012 01:23 AM

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Might do a video blog. Its easier talking than it is writing.

captivate September 2nd, 2012 03:28 PM

Re: Clares TTC#2 with an angel above journey
 
Opk rant Sept 2nd for ttc sisters - YouTube

captivate September 12th, 2012 12:13 PM

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9 dpo cycle 4. Mentally tired and fed up.

More to add to my growing list of 2WW things to not associate with pregnancy.Im listening too much to my body this cycle for some reason so here goes as I will probably listen to it just as bad again. SO heres my new stuff.

Numb type of feeling in boobs.
Boobs not hurting nomatter how much I prod.
Pulling tugging feeling like o pain but not..weird.
Copious watery creamy sticky CM in the morning in late 2WW.
Headache
Tired

captivate September 15th, 2012 05:53 AM

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BFN 12DPO. Swelling of inner vaginal walls.

Honestly lost hope for this cycle. Unless my tests are not worthy of the ultra sensitive 10mui that they say they are im having a bizzare cycle.

I may well have ovulated 2 days later than I think but I like to listen to my body and my body says 10....

I don't know. Onwards to the next cycle... time is running out... will I have a healthy unborn for my should have been babies EDD?

I am starting to lose home on that one too. xxxxx

captivate September 16th, 2012 04:19 AM

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Cycle 4 - CD23 - 13DPO......

No point in testing today my temps have dropped which makes af imminent.

How do I really feel under all the facade of I am ok I am used to it? I feel broken and lost.

Again I will say I will wait for 13dpo next cycle ( if timing is right ) but I know me and I will start when my poas addiction kicks in.

So onto cycle 5....................... instead of being 23 weeks pregnant. :(

xtraordinary987 September 16th, 2012 11:10 AM

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:hug:

captivate September 18th, 2012 03:39 PM

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Cycle 5 CD1.

Af came this evening but I have been spotting most of the day so I knew, still doesnt remove the sadness when you see her... knowing she is coming and seeing her are 2 different things.

I am doing all I can to get pregnant as afast as possible with our ages. Make sperm when a man is over 40 is greatly reduced in its goodness. I have to keep thinking we have done it before.. we can doit again but I feel time is running out.

I have no hope. lets see where this cycle takes us.

xtraordinary987 September 18th, 2012 05:00 PM

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Quote:

Originally Posted by captivate (Post 26547739)
Cycle 5 CD1.

Af came this evening but I have been spotting most of the day so I knew, still doesnt remove the sadness when you see her... knowing she is coming and seeing her are 2 different things.

I am doing all I can to get pregnant as afast as possible with our ages. Make sperm when a man is over 40 is greatly reduced in its goodness. I have to keep thinking we have done it before.. we can doit again but I feel time is running out.

I have no hope. lets see where this cycle takes us.

I will say some prayers that you get your miracle baby, Clare. :hug:

captivate October 2nd, 2012 10:45 AM

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Cycle 5 CD15, first positive OPK, if I ovulate tomorrow then it will be the latest ovulation.

The timing is off this cycle and I Am not surprised I ovulated late as I have been sick bad with a cold.


So here to cycle 6.

captivate November 11th, 2012 03:42 PM

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Well I am pregnant.

Cycle 6 since loss. 11/12 dpo BFP on about 50 IC's FRER and digi. To follow that progress follow the link.

http://www.justmommies.com/forums/f2...ion-tests.html

captivate January 22nd, 2013 11:14 AM

Re: Clares TTC#2 with an angel above journey VLOG week 15 added
 
First post updated with Pregnancy VLOG week 15.

captivate January 29th, 2013 04:07 AM

Re: Clares TTC#2 with an angel above journey VLOG week 15 added
 
Updated with 16 week VLOG in first post

captivate February 4th, 2013 04:12 PM

Re: Clares TTC#2 with an angel above journey VLOG week 15 added
 
Updated 1st post with 17 week vlog

captivate February 11th, 2013 02:14 PM

Re: Clares TTC#2 with an angel above journey Pregnancy VLOG 18w added
 
18 week pregnancy VLOG is added

Humboldt29 April 15th, 2014 08:55 AM

Re: Clares TTC#2 with an angel above journey Pregnancy VLOG 23w added
 
Thanks for your story


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