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Jakaira s Mom October 29th, 2009 02:04 PM

IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
OK this is my final journal til i get preggo.....sorry for anyone wondering what is wrong with me lately...the ? is what is not wrong with me lol:rolleyes:



Jakaira s Mom October 29th, 2009 09:59 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
tmi warning- i got the 24 condoms (yesterday) only using them during af if dh bugs me enough.....i think its gross really.

look foward to dh coming home from work...today&sat i will be busy getting cleaning type of things done....

i got a nice letter from my sis in law(the mom of my 1 year old nephew) on facebook... i let her know that i am having a hard time right now....she said i should do what makes me happy...and do the things that Ive always dreamed of doing...because once i have kids....i will barely have any time...also when she and my bro in law first got preggo with my nephew well prior to that...she had just came to a place in her life that she was happy with life and happy with herself...and in a good place in her marriage then bam...she landed pregnant....well dh and I are not at that place yet...we have a lot of work to do...my big step sis in law...said i need to be at my ideal weight for the sake of my future kids....so yeah right now might not be the time...but i am going to concentrate on other aspects of my life...but i can not find it in my heart to leave J.M.:rolleyes:

when my life gets crazy busy then I will leave J.M. for awhile....but it really would take a miracle for any of that to happen...

til then...im exited for Nov 2009:D:D:D:D:D i cant wait to see my family at the end of Nov for Thanksgiving.

MommaLee October 30th, 2009 10:23 AM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
Happy Halloween....

Jakaira s Mom October 30th, 2009 11:04 AM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
this video gave me so much hope : YouTube - KenCal1984's Channel



U too Texas:D

Jakaira s Mom October 30th, 2009 11:36 AM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
*Nov-dec 2009/2010 plans& events*

nov-praying to conceive&relaxing til i get it together emotionally.
9&10 1 year since m/c of my twins.
:(

16-1 month of my ttc break
18-8 months that my mom in law has been in Heaven.
22&29my nephews charlie&Lorenzo 14 months
Thanksgiving.
23&25thbro& sisters bdays.

dec-
praying to conceive&relaxing til i get it together emotionally.
4-my 29th birthday:happybday:
5-my bros bday, day after mine.
16-2 months of my ttc break
dec18th-9 months that my mom in law has been in Heaven.
dec 22-remembering my mom in law on her was birthday.
22&29my nephews charlie and Lorenzo 15 months.
dec25th-Happy Bday Jesus!:D
broinlaw-bday
30-bro&bro in law's bday.

Jan-1 year with J.M.
Happy New Year 1-1-2010(my dad is getting married to Stella.(his 2nd marriage to be)
5th-my sister's 17th bday
16sisterinlaw's bday. she turns 15.
16-3 months of my ttc break
18-10 months that my mom in law has been in Heaven.
25th-sis in law's bday
22&29my nephews Charlie& Lorenzo turn 16 months.

Feb?
8th-dh turns 27:D
16-4 months of my ttc break
18-my dad's bday
18-mom in law been in Heaven for 11 months.
22&29my nephews charlie&Lorenzo turn 17 month.

Mar-?
16-5 months of my ttc break
18-1 year that mom inlaw has been in Heaven.
my nephews charlie&Lorenzo turn 18 months.
29-my sister's bday.

april-?
9th-2 years that dh and I have been living with b.i.l. his wife and their son.
12-bro&his wife been married 8 years.(we want them to get back together if they want)
13th-I have been baptized 6 years.
16-6 months of my ttc break
22&29th my nephews charlie&Lorenzo turn 19 months.

may-?
16-7 months of my ttc break
22-my mom's bday.
24-dh& I's 8 year wedding anniversary(this is how long dh's parents were married before they divorced) so this is/will be a huge mile stone for us. looking at his parent's history.
22&29th my nephews Charlie& Lorenzo turn 20 months.

june-?
7th my bro's bday.
11-my twins would of been 1 years old.
16-8 months of ttc break
24th-dadinlaw's bday
22&29th my nephew's Charlie&Lorenzo turn 21 months.
29-my inlaws celebrate their 7 years wedding anniversary.

july-?
4th-my sis in law's bday
my nephews turn 22 months.
16-9 months of ttc break
29-1 year with the gym.

aug-?
16-10 months of ttc break
22&29 my nephews turn 23 months.

sept-?
1-2 years that dh& I wanted to try to get preggo
7-bro&his wife married 2 years.
4th-baby sister's 16th bday
16-11 months of ttc break
22nd-my nephew charlie turns 2 years old.
25th-sis inlaw turns 30.
29-my nephew Lorenzo turns 2 years old.

oct-?
16-1 year of ttc break

nov-?
brother& sister's bday
ttc!!!!:D

dec-ttc!!!!:D
4 I turn 30.
5-brother's bday.
22-remembering my mom in law on her was bday.
25-Jesus's Bday.
30bro&bro inlaws bday.



Jakaira s Mom October 30th, 2009 02:23 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
DH is not too fond or liking my idea but i want to get two fish for pets with the easy to take care of, the fish is cheap and their food is cheap but they will live as long as possible......ive never had a pet before and this would be my starter pet(s) if he didnt want us to have two...then i would settle with one...but i just think every pet needs a friend.....and anyway..i want this for my 29th bday...and this will be great for me to get my mind off of wanting my only family Now...when God is pro bally telling me that I need to wait and be patient. the dates I am giving my dh is 11/11 or 12/9 so be on the look out on either of those dates for my update on this....it is so what i want right now....

AshEE86 October 30th, 2009 02:27 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
I hope your DH lets you get some fish! They're such easy pets. Great for starter pets!

Jakaira s Mom October 30th, 2009 02:51 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
Thanks American:D

Well I know when dh and I will actively Ttc again and that will be 11-1-2010 I need to become emotionally strong...hopefully dh and I get our own place way before then and we could still get pregnant any time before that date....I think it will take a whole year for me to learn how to relax and think and do other things.....I will still be there for everyone and still put my ticker up to let everyone know if af or :bfp: and update my journal like I always do....but ne who i can not wait for everyone to get their :bfp:s I hope fall nov& dec are really really hot months for :bfp:s if i had it my way none of us would have to ttc. instead we would have forums for people trying to not have any more....because everyone is just that fertile...lol...imagine That:rolleyes:

Jakaira s Mom October 30th, 2009 03:46 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
i think i am addicted to posting in my journal...... anyway for my memory sake....i think Oct so far is the most baby related dreams out of this whole year so far...I have had 2 major that I can remember like they happend today...the first one I am pregnant with my son....huge belly...and we are still living in this house with the inlaws...and my sister in law's friend is pregnant for the 3rd time or it might be a different friend...but my sister in law ends up throwing her a baby shower in this house...then a little later in the dream I get to take care of him months after he has been born...then the dream ended....I woke up like what is that all about lol??? then the other dream i had yesterday was like right when i feel asleep...and it was about me sorting through baby diapers..and putting them in their place in my future baby's dresser....when i woke up it was as if i could actually feel the material.....when i woke up from both of these dreams different days i felt so cheated lol....no more baby related dreams til i get pregnant:rolleyes:...thanks:D!!!!

Jakaira s Mom October 30th, 2009 10:31 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
happy Last day of Oct !!!!!!!!

well yesterday i decided to let dh know that today might be my O day at the lastest in case he wanted to make himself useful(kidding) not sure if he is going to take advantage or not...but im not going to push it...Im still loving and learning J.M.:D look forward to dh being home from work in the next hour or two. he is going to be working over time today before he goes in...so I will be getting tons and tons of alone time...and it has been awhile on a saturday...i have a lot to do to keep me busy this weekend so i am happy. also happy that nov is about to be here...also still wanting my first fish or a couple of fish for a pet....dh get on my page please!:D

AshEE86 October 31st, 2009 02:52 AM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
lol at you saying that to your husband! :p

I'm always joking around with mine like that!

chrissy323 October 31st, 2009 03:38 AM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
Hey cycle buddy! Hope things are going well! Happy Halloween!! :)

Jakaira s Mom October 31st, 2009 07:18 AM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
American-those are my inside thoughts most of what i wrote in my last post...... gotta have fun in the process.

chrissy-things are going well just tired....

even though i was really too tired...we bd'd anyway....8am-3am is how long i will get alone time...so probaly taking a nap later and can not wait til he comes home already. hope everyone is having a lovely day.

Jakaira s Mom October 31st, 2009 06:56 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
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Jakaira s Mom October 31st, 2009 10:16 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
happy Nov 1st:D

I am so happy to be able to put Oct behind me.... I look forward to seeing my family at the end of this month....& Thanksgiving!!!!! I am so counting down....waiting on the dh to get here between 1-2 hours miss him so much as he was gone to work 9am-2 or 3am ...i said to my dh...please dont do this to me again...especially if i didnt get super good sleep that night/morning before...So I am like dead tired right now...I hope everyone a beautiful Nov and lots and lots of :bfp:s



Jakaira s Mom November 1st, 2009 06:22 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
Nov 1,09 cd 17

Hello there! Im in better moods than usual....in 1 year dh and I start to actively Ttc......a lot could happen in that time.....I am hoping to get the surprise of my life withen the next 12 months....my goal is to be positive no matter what...even when and if af hits....I need to be as positive as I use to be negative....dh and I went to the library earlier...I decided to get a few movies but I only like one....The Nativity Story...my favorite movies of all time....the book I got is Kitchen Table Wisdom (Stories That Heal) by Rachel Naomi Remen M.D. I found this book in the Health section..... I feel so connected to the name Rachel Naomi.....because my mom's nick name is Rachel and my middle name is Naomi....though I will go by my middle name on here til I have a successful pregnancy(so maybe when I reach the 2nd trimester...I will then go by my 1st name.....time will tell....I got a message from my sisinlaw on FB that only 6 tricker treaters came to our house.....the ages of those kids were either 1& 2 or 15....my bil said to his wife....that he noticed t
hat.....now I am asking what was the ratio more boys than girls or what??? there is offline stuff that I want to do...so I hope everyone has a great one ( : Lots of :bfp:s for Nov 2009 :bluecheer::cheer::yellowcheer:

Jakaira s Mom November 1st, 2009 09:19 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
welps....dh is home early from work as of 17 mins ago...which makes me happy so we can spend the time that we wouldn't of had other wise....I need to be doing some offline things til he is ready to settle down for this early morning(evening for us really) it is 12 18am im signing off now.



Jakaira s Mom November 2nd, 2009 02:34 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
f.f. saids af expected 11-14-09 cd 30 and i could test cd 31 11-15-09 edd would 7/24/2010 the book im reading: Kitchen Table Wisdom (stories that Heal )by Rachel Naomi Remen,M.D. pg 9/333

on other news i had a nice little chat with my sister in law ...and one of her friends that we were all waiting for her to get preggo is now 9 weeks preggo...it took her 2 years and she has been married to her dh for 5 years. she is black and her dh is white...which reminds me of dh and I. my sis in law only has one more friend to see if she gets preggo..but she is undecided and her dh was considering getting that operation done so he can not have kids.....they have only been married for a year.....so it just feels like I am last to get preggo...and I am fine with that...as I saw in someone's siggy......great things are worth waiting for( i kinda put that phrase in my own words.....I actually did dh's schedule today...and it drove me crazy...where i slept in til like 1:00pm i wanted to get up a lot sooner than that...then by the time i went to the kitchen to make his meal for tomorrow....we find ourselves in eachother's way...but that is what he prefers............all that sleep 8 hours chopped up......i still feel tired... i guess dishes& cooking would do that.

Jakaira s Mom November 2nd, 2009 09:43 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
f.f. saids af expected 11-14-09 cd 30 and i could test cd 31 11-15-09 edd would 7/24/2010 the book im reading: Kitchen Table Wisdom (stories that Heal )by Rachel Naomi Remen,M.D. pg 9/333

hey there. happy that it is a new day. look forward to when dh gets home. im liking this book kitchen table wisdom so far....my main goal this week is to get back into getting into shape whether I am at home and or at the gym.....in about 2 hours dh will be with me...how exiting:D because i will be enjoying my pillow and zzzzzzzzzzzzzing shortly after.....

Jakaira s Mom November 3rd, 2009 09:54 PM

Re: IN GOD'S PERFECT TIMING***Married 7 ys + Nayomi&Chandler
 
f.f. saids af expected 11-14-09 cd 30 and i could test cd 31 11-15-09 edd would 7/24/2010 the book im reading: Kitchen Table Wisdom (stories that Heal )by Rachel Naomi Remen,M.D. pg 9/333


I turn 29 in exactly 1 month from today:D

waiting on dh to come home from work....sometime in 2 hours I should see him...I have missed him and he has today off(Wednesday) so I am happy about that.

*Nov-dec 2009/2010 plans& events*

nov-praying to conceive&relaxing til i get it together emotionally.
9&10 1 year since m/c of my twins.
:(

16-1 month of my ttc break
18-8 months that my mom in law has been in Heaven.
22&29my nephews charlie&Lorenzo 14 months
Thanksgiving.
23&25thbro& sisters bdays.

dec-
praying to conceive&relaxing til i get it together emotionally.
4-my 29th birthday:happybday:



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