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September 20th, 2008, 12:01 PM
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Yesterday marks one year since I lost my first baby. I would have posted then but I was battling a nasty computer virus.

I don't even know what to say other than it still hurts. It's different and not as all consuming, but it's still with me.

I put flowers at his memorial spot and that helped. It just makes me so sad to look at his ultrasound pictures and know that he never had a chance. I just wish he had had a chance. I'm so grateful to be pregnant again, but this baby doesn't replace him. I wish I could have them both. I think I just need to let myself be sad about it for a little while.


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