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November 22nd, 2008, 12:30 PM
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I feel very frustrated lately about the whole idea of TTC. I just feel uncertain about it all - and even resistant to jumping back in at all - but then I KNOW I want another baby - so I don't understand all of my resistance.

Then last week my sister found out my nephew has an immunodeficiency disorder relating to IgA. I don't know a lot about it - but I know it can run in families. I think I should certainly find out if I have been tested for it as it can cause mc..... I think I probably was - but I would like to be sure.

Anyway - it's just been on my mind a lot lately. I was supposed to be TTC again by now - but I just can't seem to really take that step. I believe I was Oing either Thursday or Friday & I feel like on top of my other concerns/issues that I may be getting my cysts back. O has become rather physically uncomfortable for me again & it makes me REALLY bloated & ornery...... Maybe some of that is my indecision & feeling that it is one big fat reminder - but I also think something more is happening there. GRRRRRRR
Just needed to vent.
B - Crazy momma to my two boys
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