Topic: I left DF.
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February 4th, 2006, 10:59 PM
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Well, I did it. I left. I am not sure what I do now, pregnant and single. I know its 2006 and I should feel confident about making my decision to do what is best for me and my child. I went to look for an apartment today and felt discouraged when some of the managers were shocked when they asked why I needed a two bedroom. "And how many adults will be living here?" "Just one, me, I'm expecting in July" Response, double takes and blank stares. God, I know this totally my insecurity but Jesus, those of us who decide to go it alone are not evil.

Anyway the other part is that I had to leave after my fiance spent seven days out of fifteen wasted. Now he keeps asking me how long I'll be gone for and telling me how much he hurts. Uhg! I feel so dumb. I feel so duped by him. How do you know when a person has really made a commitment to change? Its so different for everyone.

Now, I am just pregnant and nervous...not so good for my baby.

Thanks for listening.
Tamara and AJ
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