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June 23rd, 2006, 09:03 PM
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Some of the above have happened to me--most sadly the DDC one. This fourth miscarriage was the worst--the baby had already implanted and was developing normally. Every week when I went for my ultrasound, it was bigger and I could tell it was changing. And then wham-no heartbeat. I wonder if I try again what other horrors await me--I know it can be so much worse than losing it at 8-9 weeks like I did this time around.

My greatest is fear is that next time I will get pregnant, deliver and the baby will have something wrong with it. Then, like I posted somewhere else today--I will feel like it's all my fault because God tried to warn me 4 times before but I didn't listen...

I really don't want to keep trying, but I also don't want to give up.

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