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June 24th, 2006, 06:31 PM
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I think I have kind of given in to the fact that I'm going to try until it happens.[/b]

My fears are:

Having another m/c (but that is sort of a given)
Actually seeing a baby on the u/s and finding out that it has no h/b
Seeing a baby on the u/s that is healthy one time and then has no h/b the next time
Having a later m/c, or stillborn

I'm sure that there are more, but that is what comes to mind right now. However, if I allow myself to think about what I am afraid will happen, then there is no chance that I would TTC again since it would be too much to deal with. I don't think that I am ready to have my heart broken again, but then again, I guess we never are.

10/31/05 (EDD 5/15/06), 4/17/06 (EDD 11/13/06)
Chemical p/g 1/11/08

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