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June 26th, 2006, 09:57 AM
Nykoal Nykoal is offline
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Join Date: Oct 2005
Location: Ontario, Canada
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I'm scared of...

- Having another ectopic
- Having another m/c
- Having to deal with family & friends who think they can relate when none of them have ever dealt with a lose and have no clue what I'm going through.
- Finding out there's no heartbeat after hearing one
- Finding out something is wrong after the baby is born
- I'm terrified that I'm not meant to be a mom and these 2 losses were God's attempt to tell me this and I wouldn't listen.
- I'm scared to tell people that I'm pg when it happen again
- Of running into people that I know who have healthy babies and didn't want them in the first place
- Of dealing with a friend who's due in September and hearing here play by play of everything even though she knows what happened to me.
- Of having irregular cycles once AF shows up
- Of finding out that the Endo is worse and my hormones are out of whack again for the other medical condition that I had
- Of finding out that there's something wrong with either DH or myself and that's causing the losses.

I'm just plain scared!!!
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