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March 7th, 2011, 07:38 AM
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nausea, again.

Need to find an eye doc. immediately with inexpensive lenses, as our insurance is running out on the 31st, and while Tom has put in the required hours for it to continue, no one knows when it will be reinstated at the moment.

It's rainy and gloomy.

I haven't picked up my camera in 4-5 days, which is NOT like me at all.

All I want to do is separate my thoughts from my head, yesterday was a lot harder than I expected... Was my EDD for the pregnancy I aborted. I still have guilt over my choice. I wouldn't say I regret it, I just wish I was brave enough to endure the pregnancy and put the baby up for adoption instead..

Next month, the 15th, would have been my EDD with the baby we m/c'ed. Which tears me up, as I know had that baby made it, I wouldn't have Collin at all.. (Conceived in Apr.)

Nicole: Tom's Wife [5.7.05]; Mommy of Thomas [9.6.05], Collin [1.17.08], & Bailey [10.2.09]
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