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August 4th, 2006, 09:36 AM
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I'm so sorry you had another loss. I had two in a row as well. It's tough. I think for the first month after the second loss, when the grief and emotions really got rolling, I did wonder if I'd lose DS, too, or if something would happen to him. I was a bit of a nutcase about his seatbelt and wearing a life jacket in the pool, etc. But those feelings subsided as I realized that the only one who has control of his little life is God. I can do my best to keep him safe, but ultimately his future is out of my hands. So now I send up extra prayers for him and give him lots of extra hugs and kisses, because before long he'll be "too big" to let me do that.

I'm glad your doc is working with you. I think it's mostly just a grief reaction.
Do not sorrow; the joy of the Lord is your strength." Neh. 8:10
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