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November 11th, 2011, 09:52 PM
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My family is cursed. All the men in my family have died or almost died young and I live in constant fear that my DH will die by age 50 and than I will be alone for half of my life. Well my dad died at 48 of a heart attack. My grandfather died of a heart attack in his 50's. My other grandfather died before I was born when a tree fell on his car while he was driving. My brother has bad cholestoral and can likely have heart probems young. My DH's father had a heart attack in his 50's and almost died. My sister's ex husband got in a car accident which killed the other driver and almost killed him than a few years later was working on his car when something caught fire and burnt him bad and burnt down their garage....

Now to my DH... he has horrible cholestoral since his early 20's and I live in constant fear of him dying of a heart attack also. Everytime he eats anything bad I panic and even cry sometimes. He is trying to eat better but I still panic. Than he gets mad when I try to control his eating all the time. He also drives a lot for work and I also feel paranoid about him getting killed in a car accident. I just feel like because of my family history and his health that he will definatly die young. I can't stand him even being gone for a day, how can I survive if he dies early.

Me(35) DS(12) DS(14)

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