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November 16th, 2011, 09:52 PM
BeckyBozeman BeckyBozeman is offline
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Join Date: May 2011
Location: Montana
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Thanks ladies...

I'm feeling so defeated right now... My birthday is in two weeks and it's the day I would have been twelve weeks. And my first due date is January 29, coming right up... so now I get to look forward to the holidays, not as an expectant mom, but as a woman who has to wonder if I'm ever going to be a mom. I'm so scared. I can buy one miscarriage as a fluke, but two, at roughly the same time, has to mean there's something wrong. What if it's not fixable? What if I can't give my fiance children? I know we'll be okay, that even if it comes to adopting we can do that. But I want this so badly.

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