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November 15th, 2012, 08:42 PM
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I had 4 losses and the doctors said that my eggs were too aged and I would not be able to have another baby. We kept trying and many thought we were crazy. My biggest advocate in real life was my mother in law. She would listen to me cry, wipe my tears and one rainy day we went for a walk holding hands and she told me not to give up...

She died on an operating table during a very routine surgery. When we got the call I was shocked. I cried so hard... my world was crumbling once again. The day of her funeral I found out I was pregnant with Scarlett.

I understand EXACTLY what you are feeling. It is more than the pain of fertility, it is more than the pain of loss... it was more like a gift from my mother in law. One thing that was special between the 2 of us. Like a part of her was with me.

Oh, I understand. ((hugs)) The only thing I can say is 1 day at a time.

Pregnancy Loss April 2009, September 2010
CP 10/2008, 1/3/11 {missing my babies every single day}Mommy to 4 Children - 3 boys ages 22, 21 and 18 & baby Scarlett
After 2.5 years TTC with 4 losses our Family was given the gift of Miss Scarlett
Do not ever give up hope...

Miss Scarlett... Our miracle girl still brings happy tears to my eyes.

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