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December 30th, 2012, 09:29 AM
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I am a survivor of a 5 year long ordeal with my ex-stepdad. It started out as molestation and progressed to rape as I got older. It occurred between ages 5-10 when I finally told my mom and he went to prison. I had very hard time when I was pregnant with DD. I have been to years of therapy so I have many years to come to terms with what happened to me but I still have vivid nightmares from time to time and now that DD is 5, I'm finding myself very panicked to leave her anywhere without me. I have been talking to her for years already about how noone should ever touch her private areas except her. For some reason, I didn't have as hard of a time when pregnant with my son (which I find silly because I know abuse happens to boys too). I guess just the fact that DD is the exact same age I was when it all started has stirred up a lot of old emotions and memories for me.

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