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March 15th, 2013, 05:10 PM
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Originally Posted by Ame C View Post
I feel the exact same way and have also been distancing myself from JM. You and I have a lot in common. I'm CD 10 and we are going to skip this egg also because I have been feeling the same as you, scared and just not ready. DH is ready and waiting on me and it makes me feel worse... like he and I should be on the same page but I'm holding us back. I WANT to be ready but I'm so freaked out that something else horrible will happen. I'm starting to feel good about the idea of ttc in April so we shall see how I feel when I am about CD 10 in April. If we do conceive in April there is a really good chance my due date will fall on our anniversary because of where I am in my cycle. I like that idea.

Yesterday my in-laws came over for a visit. My MIL took me over to the side and handed me a 'little something she picked up for me' then said "No pressure." I opened the plastic bag and it was a light blue Moby wrap. I guess everyone else is ready for us to start ttc again too. It was kind of painful seeing a baby gift when I'm not pregnant but I know she did it with good intent.

PM me sometime and keep in touch. Maybe we will be ttc buddies next month
Hi Amy! I'm sorry you are feeling the same way. Not a fun way to feel at all! I really want to be ready too. The sad thing is I'm not sure if I'm going to feel any better next month or not. Like it seems like the more time that goes by, the more time I have to think about it...and the more scared I feel each month!

We will for sure keep in touch and it would really be awesome if we both catch the egg next month and be in the same DDC with our beautiful rainbow babies! And what a great anniversary gift that would be for you and your hubby! Definitely PM me too, any time!!

Oh, I'm sure your MIL was trying to be thoughtful but I can totally see how that would be painful as well. (((Hugs)))

Originally Posted by Sunrise View Post
I relate to you as well. I feel very torn & dominates my emotions right now. But isn't it always a risk to m/c? I wonder if I m/c again, will I get passed it? So what's the solution?

I hope you find your answer. You can find support here. ((Hugs))
Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. It's always a risk for anybody to take. It's hard to not let fear get in the way of our dreams sometimes. Especially when that fear is another loss.

Thank you so much!
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