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April 19th, 2013, 09:22 PM
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Location: In yonder mountains
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With the last 3 cycles ending in such sadness, I thought I would just "get back on the horse" and keep up TTC. I found out tonight, the day before our timed BD schedule, that I am not ready emotionally to try. I have been fighting this feeling for a week. I can't shove it away anymore. I am not ready to see another line just to have it mean another loss. I am done with loss for the time being. It will probably be 1 cycle that we take off. I just need to know that my thyroid levels are good as well as my second progesterone blood draw to see if the thyroid meds are evening that out as well. I need to take care of me for a month without the worry. It is such a hard decision, but I feel good about taking that one stress away.

Thank you *kiliki* for my beautiful siggy!

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