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June 22nd, 2013, 05:03 PM
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I completely feel the same. I am either depressed, anxious, or apathetic almost all the time. I don't want to get out of bed most days because I just don't care to do anything so I just go through the motions because I have two other kids to care for. I feel horrible because I am finding it hard to have any emotions this pregnancy I remember how much I loved having ultrasounds and getting to peek at the baby with my other two and this time I could really care less about seeing them as long as everything is fine.

I know part of my issues are caused by fear in my family 3rd pregnancies do not result in live births so I am terrified of going for an ultrasound and hearing that my baby has passed so I am not allowing myself to bond. I also feel like now that I have a 3rd on the way I am noticing how great life was with the two I had and this baby is going to ruin that. I am sure it will pass at some point and I will get to a happy place but I sure wish I could get there quicker.

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