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June 24th, 2013, 02:10 PM
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Join Date: May 2012
Location: Minneapolis, MN
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So many things... A nicer doctor who didn't say mean things (after being diagnosed infertile and waiting a decade to give birth only to have my epidural fail and being ruptured for 24 hours she walks in chomping gum and says "well I hope you know you're going to miss your baby being born) and who didn't laugh (actually laughed) when I said my pp bc would be nfp.

I wish my body didn't reject the epidural and I could have been awake for his birth. I still get extremely sad thinking of it.

With my medical problems I'm not comfortable with a vbac so I'm glad my next c section (hoping we get another baby ) will be planned and I can choose my care team and have a better idea of the birth plan.

I'm so thankful for my baby, I hate to complain about the birth.. But I just get sad thinking about it

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