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August 8th, 2013, 08:55 AM
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Thanks ladies, for the warm welcome back and the encouraging words. I do have an U/S scheduled for a week from today. I think I'll be 7.5 weeks by then. I'm not sure.

My body sure feels pregnant, just not my head. I know alot of people say it gets better after you see the heartbeat. Unfortunately, we were part of that 1% last time. Seeing the heartbeat gives me no confidence, only makes it worse. I know it sounds horrible, but if this isn't going to last, I'd much rather it end now, before the heartbeat than after I see it. I hate myself for saying that.

If DH knew I said such things, he'd scream at me.

Lori, I'm so excited for you! 4 Rainbows! Congratulations! I've been following your story for years and you are a true inspiration. All you ladies are and you have so much strength in you. I admire you all!
Leia 42 yrs young

Wife to Big Bull 41
Mommy to Big Brother our first Miracle Feb 24 2006
Mommy to Little Brother, our Rainbow, March 24, 2014

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