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August 21st, 2013, 07:27 PM
Diamond2009 Diamond2009 is offline
Boss Mama
Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: Toronto, Canada
Posts: 8,254
Before the miscarriages, I was the one sneaking behind DF's back temping, using OPK's and BDing in my fertile window because he wanted to let things happen without stressing but now since the miscarriages he has been on me to have another baby and I am feeling pressured. I don't want to let him down and I do not want to go month after month seeing all those BFN's again He's like do what you gotta do ..meaning temping etc. I'm like I wish it was that easy. I keep worrying what if I cant give him another one. It breaks my heart.
BFP #1 - Baby boy born May 10 1998
BFP #2 - Baby Girl born March 22 2002
BFP #3 - Baby girl born September 18 2009
We started trying for our last child in September 2011 and it has been a rollercoaster
BFP #4 Baby girl Lauren born sleeping at 18 weeks July 5 2012 (PPROM) no answers why
BFP #5 - D&C Feb 11 2013 (heart Stopped at 13 weeks)
BFP #6 - Miscarriage at 8 weeks Nov 28 2014
BFP #7 - Baby girl Kimiah Genesis born sleeping at 23 weeks June 28 2016 (PPROM and PtL) found out after autopsy i had an infection and need to go on antibiotic therapy if i get pregnant

My Ovulation Chart

Some days i feel to just give up but a part of me can't let go of the thought of hopefully one day God blessing us again!!!!
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