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September 20th, 2013, 11:19 PM
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I'm sorry I have been slacking between the PPD...even with the meds...and with DD being a constant brat lately and little man I have been pretty quiet on here. I know its stupid but my PPD makes me feel like who cares what I have to say and if I do post I feel not many respond to my posts anyway so I have been sticking to Facebook.
Also on top of my PPD I just got news that for the second time in a row they have detected abnormal cells on my last pap(done at 6 weeks PP...first was abnormal at 12 weeks preg) I go in on the 30th for a biopsy. And I am terrified of the big C word. I've been spending tons of time with my kids and taking tons of pics of myself with them and writing them letters just in case as I am really afraid. I've known for a few weeks now about this and haven't posted about it or told any of my friends or family except my mom and DH because to talk about it makes it real. And I am very scared about the results.

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