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October 2nd, 2013, 08:59 AM
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So I thought I'd come back to JM for some support. I'm 38 and will be 39 when this baby arrives. We weren't planning on this. My oldest is 6 and youngest will be 3 in a couple of weeks and I had decided that we were done. Then I didn't pay attention to my tracking app and here we are. I thought that we were further from the window than we actually were. I'm struggling with this because it wasn't planned. Quite honestly, I'm terrified. I know that it will all work out, but the amount of anxiety this is causing me is painful. Luckily, I had to find a new OB and so I'm going Tuesday since I'm overdue for a pap. I'm hoping that after my appointment I will feel better about all of this. Its so much fun to also feel guilty for not being over the moon immediately. I'm extremely stressed out about this one.

Thanks for listening!

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