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October 16th, 2013, 11:45 PM
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Oh and I forgot to comment on the co workers pregnant thing.

My sister is pregnant, we were pregnant together. She was due 5 weeks after me. It's really hard watching her pass the place where my baby died. I would NEVER wish that one her or anyone, but just realizing that she's actually going to have a baby. It feels hard because it feels like it's my turn. Like it should be me. I try to think of it in terms of: it isn't her fault my baby is dead and hers isn't. So I try to celebrate with her and cry at home. Celebrate the life she's growing, and grieve the life I lost. It's a messy and complicated road but we're stronger than we think.

Mama to Valley, Lyric
Levi 9/2009 & Mara 9/2013
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