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October 21st, 2013, 11:06 AM
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This is lovely. I'm sorry I missed it before.

I certainly spent alot of time thinking of my little one i lost in March. His due date was tomorrow.

I'll never know that little one that I saw on the screen. His heart just going, fighting to make it. I had three ultrasounds, and saw him and heard his heart twice. I loved him more than words from the start.

Feeling little kicks that remind me a new life is coming helps heal me, but there is never a replacement for him. Just another chance.
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Susan, dh Tom, dd Megan (15), ds Marcus (13), Our together miracle, baby Dean, 17 months

Crazy enough to try all over again for a second together baby! Hoping for a much less wild ride this time!




TTC with PCOS for 5 very long years. Annovulatory cycles. Multiple doctors. Different meds. One horrible loss. And then one wonderful success, born 2/18/14.

I never knew until that moment how badly it could hurt to lose something you never really had. - Missed Miscarriage at 10 weeks - 3/26/13
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