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December 12th, 2013, 07:01 AM
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No nursery. He will share a room with DS. We haven't picked out a name yet either. We're holding off until I'm confident that the pregnancy will last - I'm still worried.

Rae, I don't know what to say about your dilemma. I was always one to persevere regardless of the signs and when everything said "You're beaten" I pushed harder because I was a fighter and never let anyone win. My husband calls that "Extreme Stubbornness" but I call it "an overdeveloped sense of not wanting to lose". Haha

There are two sides to it though, and I recognize that. I told DH that I didn't want to keep trying and keep losing babies if that was what was going to happen, I couldn't take the emotional pain. Honestly, this was going to be our last try and really, I wasn't expecting to be successful so soon after our last loss - in fact I didn't want to get pg so quickly. I didn't think my body was ready. I'm grateful I've made it this far. One more week to viability and I can hardly wait. I fear everyday that it will be the last day I have my new baby with me and really, that is a horrible way to live.
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