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January 16th, 2007, 08:20 AM
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No I'm really not sure I'm not. Maybe I'm just in denial but after two losses equaling a loss of four babies and my daughter had a possible vanishing twin, I'm really not in the mood to deal with a pregnancy that will probably lead to another heartbreak. Being in between jobs I can't afford a pg test and I don't have insurance to go to the doctor. I don't think that I am pg though because I don't look pregnant and I've lost weight. By the time I was three months with my first I had an "upholstered" look, with Gemma I had a pretty obvious belly, and with the triplets I had a noticable enough belly that people were commenting arounding the 5 week mark. I don't hide pg well and if I'm far enough along to feel flutters then I'd be far enough along to have some sign on the outside. I think it's all just been wishful thinking. SO and I have been discussing marriage and it's had me wondering whether we're going to have any more children. *sigh* Hopefully I can test after I get a paycheck from this job. It stinks knowing that there's no period coming to tell me I'm not pg. Stupid Mirena!
Sara, 27, married to Shane, 31, mom to Gemma, 6, and Ashlyn, born 8/7/10

Running for my health and sanity!
PR's: 5k-25:05 (old PR 25:10), 5M-45:03 (old PR - 47:22), 10k - 52:00 (approximate - training), HM-2:25:58 (ran a 2:17:36 during marathon), Full- 4:49:25 (old PR -5:49:40), 50k-7:05:56, 50M-13:31:14, 100k- 18:59:31 (old PR 20:56)
(All of these PR's are going down this season!)

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