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August 27th, 2007, 11:37 AM
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Join Date: Jul 2007
Location: Los Angeles
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I want what's best for my daughter. I'm afraid that after she's born I'm gonna get better because she's finally here and I have something to be happy about and then three years later I'll be really depressed again and maybe do something stupid.. like trying to kill myself (just an example) and have her taken away from me. I want her to grow up with the same people.. not being put into fosterhomes. I've been depressed for about 4 years. Its on and off but the meds doesnt really help and therapy sometimes make me feel even worse. Of course I dont want to give away my own daughter but if I can give her a better life with people who will always be there.. then maybe thats what I should do. This might sound silly and weird but thats how I'm thinking right now.

I'll check the board.. thanks

An angel in the book of life
Wrote down my daughters birth
and whispered as she closed the book
Much to beautiful for this earth

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