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January 16th, 2005, 11:40 PM
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I understand that feeling all too well, but when I was 19 I went through with it anyway. I think in light of the fact that I was being beaten, kidnapped, threatened with death, and raped, I did the right thing and I will stand by that to my last breath.

That's not to say that I don't think about it every day and wonder what that child might have been like. Even though I'd probably do it again if time turned back and I had that choice to make again, it still hurts very deeply and will for the rest of my life. I'm not a real big believer in religion of any kind, but I've prayed to that baby to forgive me and help me look over his/her little sibling on the way.
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