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February 25th, 2008, 07:09 PM
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Monday, Feb. 25, 5w4d

I had blood work done again today. I will get the number in the morning. I am pretty sure I know it isn't going to be good. I feel a lot of pelvic pressure right now. I am so tempted to go to the ER so I can have one u/s to remember this pregnancy by. I feel like even though the connection to this tiny baby was great I feel empty, like I have been given nothing. I am just so sad that I can't see to keep my babies growing strong. I wonder what is wrong with me that my babies can't thrive. I am just so sad.

I just did another HPT and the line looks a little lighter. Granted it was just an internet cheapie.... it still makes me *know* things aren't going well.

This baby may be a miracle and grow strong.... God I hope so. But I have a feeling miracles aren't in my cards.

I wish tomorrow could be here now. I just want to know if the numbers went up enough or not.

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Bobbie mom to : Jeremy (23) Amanda (20) Matthew ( 6) and Daniel (4).... RYAN DAVID 1/4/14 8lbs 10oz 20 3/4 inches!!! My miracle happened!
step-mom to: Stephany (24) and Krista (21)
step-grandma to: Wesley, Rosemarie, Scarlett



On 1/31/12 at exactly 16 weeks pregnant Noah came too soon.
If you would like to see pictures of my sweet (but tiny) boy they can be viewed at www.caringbridge.org/visit/noahdarrohn they aren't the easiest pictures to look at but I am willing to share them with anyone who would like to see them <3
On August 2, 2012 we lost Sarah at 17 weeks. Her pictures can be viewed at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/sarahdarrohn
There is no known explanation for my losses.

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