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March 25th, 2008, 08:52 AM
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Mellza Mellza is offline
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Logan, its been 5 weeks since you flew away.
I often think about what you would be doing right now if you were still here. I wonder if you'd been born heathy if you'd be crawling and starting to eat new foods. Mommy is trying really hard to find answers for you and us. We still don't know anything about you and why you were born so sick.
I miss your cold little hands and all our special time we spent together. You went thru so much Logan and it breaks my heart for you. I knew how bad those needles and tubes hurt. I didn't want you to endure any suffering but I saw it in your eyes. You were a little baby that couldn't move and was trapped. I'll never forget your tears rolling down your face as your life was trying to be saved. I wanted to give you every chance possible to be the best Logan you could be. I knew it and saw it in your eyes that you were done fighting and Logan you fought longer and harder then I think I could have. You came back from nearly being dead more times then I can count and I think that is partly because you loved us so much. I just want you to know that I love you and that will never change or be taken away from you. Even though your gone we still had those three weeks at home Logan and I'm so happy you got to experience what the good life is even if it was too short. I don't know what to do with your things so right now they are in your room where we left them. I talk to your picture everyday and at night I turn the lights off in your room and say goodnight. I miss you so much.
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