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June 25th, 2013, 04:40 PM
Ariw's Avatar Veteran
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Location: Virginia Beach, VA
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Hey ladies
Sorry I havent been on much lately
I feel like life has been kind of turned upside down the past month and especially the past 2 weeks

Im working constantly whether at my job or around the house
I haven't spent ANY time with my DH because of his project.
Just been in a pretty terrible mood overall...Im thinking because my hormones are probably going crazy.

I got stuck with a needle again today and should get the results back tomorrow...I dont have hopes for a 0 hcg level..as Im still bleeding...Im pretty sure bleeding=something still in there for anyone keeping track this is week 7 of bleeding..thats right 50 days!
But last week it went down by half, to 46 so hopefully it will be really low tomorrow.

Last night I pretty much had a meltdown.. Im usually a happy person (I get snippy sometimes with dh but overall Im nice) but lately I am just a monster..especially to Dh. I work in customer service so all day I have to be super nice to everyone so I guess it just all comes out when I get home ..poor guy.
I try so hard to stay focused on the positive and look to God for healing and acceptance but honestly It has just gotten to me . I feel overwhelmed with stress, frustration, anger....at everything and everyone.,..I even get mad at my dog and i LOVEEEE my dog..I usually think hes the most wonderful thing in the world..but last night I was 2seconds away from taking him to the pound.. Sad to say that.

ugh sorry this has turned into a pity party/rant... Just exhausted
thats a good word to describe my feelings the past month...exhausted! tired of it, over it..ready to be done.

Stupid m/c....went from cloud 9 everything in life going absolutely wonderfully to bottom of a hole that I cant seem to crawl my way out of
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June 25th, 2013, 08:14 PM
girlsofsummer's Avatar Us two became we three <3
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I'm so sorry to hear that you are struggling.

Know that the bleeding will be over soon, and the crazy hormones will ease, and you can start moving forward.

In the meantime, if you start to feel worse emotionally, please don't hesitate to make an appointment to talk to someone! You don't have to go it alone. Hugs, girlfriend.
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June 25th, 2013, 10:08 PM
Mega Super Mommy
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Feel free to vent. I know that the board TTC after loss has some ladies who are feeling the same as you. They all have wonderful info for some good ways to cope over there as well. I ventured over there after my CP for a bit. Feel better.

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June 26th, 2013, 03:30 AM
Mega Super Mommy
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Hugs, Ari. Mi so sorry this has gone on for so long.

Feel free to vent any time you want. This is not a fair situation and I'm s sorry that you're still going through it!

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June 26th, 2013, 05:48 AM
Nicholle ttc's Avatar TTC our first!
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I'm so sorry Ari! Feel free to vent all you like and don't feel badly about it. We all need to let it out. I hope today is a better day for you.
TTCing since August 2011
Me (33)-LP on the short side, but no other abnormalities
DH (37)-slightly subfertile morphology and motility

Natural cycles-August 2011-July 2012
August 2012-October 2012 clomid and progesterone
November 2012-IUI
December 2012, cysts from IUI, on bcp

January 2013-February 2013, long protocol IVF
15 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, 7 fertilized with ICSI
All 7 made it to 5 day transfer, 2 were transferred
Only 1 frozen snowbaby
1st IVF

May 10, 2013, lap sx, Stage 1 endo

June 2013 - MA Round 2
Femara + hcg shot
IUI # 2

FET tentatively scheduled for 10/31/13

Have never seen a bfp.

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June 26th, 2013, 06:52 AM
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I'm so sorry *hugs* I pray this ends soon for you, and you can start feeling happier again. You've had such a tough go!
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June 26th, 2013, 08:11 AM
ArmyWife28's Avatar Praying for a Miracle
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I'm sorry I hope everything works out & feel free to vent away
Me: 29, Ovary Dysfunction DH: 31, No Issues
Married the love of my life on 9/15/12
Stepmom to Christopher 12y/o
FurMommy to Bowie, Abby, Macy, & Leroy

4 Rounds of Clomid & 2 Rounds of Femara with NO Luck
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6/14/13 Ovidrel Trigger Shot CD12
7/1/13 27mm Cyst on R Ovary, Cancelled cycle
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June 26th, 2013, 08:48 AM
momology's Avatar Platinum Supermommy
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I am so sorry for all you are going through Ari. I really hope your numbers continue to fall quickly and that they reach zero soon. It is such a difficult time already and the hormones certainly dont make it any easier. It is okay to be angry or sad or however you are feeling. Just make sure you are talking to people about it and taking care of yourself. It really does get better

vent away any time we are always here for you

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June 26th, 2013, 09:34 AM
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We are always here to hear any venting! I think that many of these feelings are natural but I agree that if it gets too serious or lasts too long, maybe talking to someone professionally will help. Lots of hugs to you!!

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June 26th, 2013, 11:05 AM
Mega Super Mommy
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sorry your having a rough time.

Something which might be worth looking into - as you've been bleeding for 7 weeks you might be anaemic - which will make you feel tired, exhausted and snippy. Some iron supplements could do you the world of good - plus eating green veggies with lots of iron.

Hope you feel better soon, I hope those betas have come down low low low!

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June 26th, 2013, 04:26 PM
Ariw's Avatar Veteran
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Thanks for all your support ladies
You guys are awesome
It's so nice having girls to talk to..dh is great but just doesnt get it on the same level, ya know?
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