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July 22nd, 2013, 05:17 AM
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Hi ladies,

I am going to be joining this forum now. I had a very early loss in May. I was posting on TTCAL and this past week I got my BFP. Well, I got about a hundred of them. I've been testing since 7 DPO. I got what I thought was an evap at 7DPO, nothing at 8DPO. 9-14DPO my tests have been getting darker, and darker and darker. Today my test line was actually darker than my control line.

I'm having a really hard time relaxing. I am angry because I feel like the joy has been sucked out of this for me. DH wants me to be so, so excited-- and I AM! But I'm also terrified. I feel like I don't have it in me to lose another one and then try again.

Last time as soon as I got a BFP I joined a DDC but this time I think I'm going to cool it. I'm going for bloodwork next Monday to see if the numbers are rising. I'm waiting on a call from the ultrasound department and I'm going to try and book my first around the 6-7 week mark.

So, I'll be around here! I just thought I would introduce myself and say hello!
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July 22nd, 2013, 05:43 AM
Ame C's Avatar Every breath is a gift.
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I'm so sorry for your loss, but I would like to welcome you to this group and wish you luck with this pregnancy. I remember seeing you on TTCAL around the time I got my BFP. I know what you mean about having the joy taken away from this pregnancy. This time during my first pregnancy I was bursting with joy. Now I am happy but it still feels very surreal. I hope you can get past the fears, or at least push them as far out of your mind as possible. Some days it's hard. Other days you feel a bit giddy. It really is a one day at a time kind of thing. I'm glad you chose to come here instead of a DDC. I just can't do those anymore. I gave it a try but I'm very sensitive to certain topics and just couldn't handle it.

H&H 9 months to ya!!

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July 22nd, 2013, 06:50 AM
melissalaw's Avatar Platinum Supermommy
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Welcome and Congratulations on your BFP!! I'm so sorry about your loss. Pregnancy after a loss is very difficult, that's why I'm so thankful for this board. Everybody here knows what you are going through and we are here for you

Good Luck on your blood work today. I hope your numbers rise beautifully!! Please let us know how it goes.

Thank you *Kiliki* for my beautiful siggy
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