Yeah, I'm up early... I had this crazy dream that woke me up at 3AM!
In the dream, I had peed in a cup and dipped a test in it... It came up positive right away, but I didn't believe it (of course

) so I started dipping all kinds of different tests in it and they all kept coming up positive instantly.
And then I woke up...
I was so mad at my brain for teasing me like that, but I couldn't fall back asleep and I had to pee sooooo bad... So I figured maybe I will test this morning, but I made myself temp first.
3 hours and 30 minutes before my usual temp time, it was at 98.17. I converted it using the temp adjuster, and, well - check out my chart - it was through the roof!
So I figured OK, I'll go pee on a stick but I'm only using an EPT because they were free, not using a FRER since I know it is just my brain and my body cohorting together to trick me...
Went upstairs, grumbled at DH something about needing to pee, and peed in a cup... Dipped the EPT, and saw a line.
*blink* huh?
My first thought, honestly, was that it was a + or - test and the manufacturer had installed it sideways by accident. I know, the mind works in very, very funny ways.
So by this point, I'm wide awake, naked in the bathroom at 3:30 in the morning, ripping through the EPT instructions to see if it was a two-line test or a + - test... Yep, its a two line test.
Oh, but its blue dye... That must be a very strong evap. So, out comes the FRER... Wait 3 minutes...
Nope, wasn't an evap. It was a

!!!!!!!!
I ran downstairs in tears and yelled at DH to wake up, he thought he was late for work

but I told him to look at the tests and he was only half awake, he didn't get it LOL - I said "We're pregnant!" and he smiled and hugged me
Then KATE almost let it out of the bag with her post earlier, telling me to test etc. when I wanted to tell my mom first

But I just got off the phone with "Grandma" at 4AM, and I don't think she's been that excited to get woken up since she got her own BFP.
I can't believe it... And now I'm all sad because I don't want to leave my sisters! I

you all soooo, sooo much I couldn't stand the idea of not still being here cheering you on... And I wish I could take all of you with me. So many of you have been trying so much longer than I have... You all deserve this.
I'm just so freaking happy - and scared at the same time... And wishing you all got yours before Christmas, too
But I couldn't NOT tell you guys... I hope you're not sad, I know you'll all be here soon!

I am so happy...