Log In Sign Up

Hi All

Forum: Stillbirth


Welcome to the JustMommies Message Boards.

We pride ourselves on having the friendliest and most welcoming forums for moms and moms to be! Please take a moment and register for free so you can be a part of our growing community of mothers. If you have any problems registering please drop an email to [email protected].

Our community is moderated by our moderation team so you won't see spam or offensive messages posted on our forums. Each of our message boards is hosted by JustMommies hosts, whose names are listed at the top each board. We hope you find our message boards friendly, helpful, and fun to be on!

Reply Post New Topic
  Subscribe To Stillbirth LinkBack Topic Tools Search this Topic Display Modes
July 17th, 2007, 04:49 PM
Mega Super Mommy
Join Date: May 2005
Location: Colorado
Posts: 1,583
I know I haven't been posting much on any of the boards for a while. We are coming closer to my baby's 2year Angelversary and its already starting to hit I thought by now the pain wouldn't be so much but some days it hurts as much as the day I lost him. And it doesn't help much when there doesn't seem to be a light at the end of our tunnel of having another baby I have finally gotten AF back from getting the Depo back in Nov BUT we found out that after DH's vasectomy reversal that only one side took and that realistically that IVF is our only chance of having another baby, and that financially isn't even an option for us. This is so hard for me especially to deal with. And I feel like such a horrible person towards my DH. We have been having other problems in our marriage but I think that I am adding to them by pushing him away from me. Sometimes I catch myself with these horrible thoughts of not wanting him if he can't give me what I want. And that's not fair to him because it was me that wanted the vasectomy in the first place. I don't have anyone around me that I can talk to that will understand. Right now I have 3 girls at work pregnant 2 due in Oct and one in Nov and I hate the mood I get into when people gush over them or they are sharing things about their pregnancy, its not their fault about anything and I'm not REALLY mad AT anyone I am just pi$$ed at my situation and they are just easy targets for my hate and anger.

I don't know where I'm going with this post I just figuered that you ladies would be the ones who would understand me the most.
Raquel Mom to The "A" Team: Anthony, almost 10yrs old (OMG double digits!!!!), Alexis, 8, Aiden, 5
Missing our Angel: Aries Isaiah 09/06/05 Carried you for only 24wks1d but in Mommy's heart FOREVER

To my Aries:
The time we had with you was brief,
We had to say good-bye,
Now angels kiss your little face,
And sing your lullaby.

Someday again, we'll be with you,
To cherish all those things,
Until that day it helps to know,
You're safe in angels wings.

Reply With Quote
July 18th, 2007, 12:58 AM
Mega Super Mommy
Join Date: Oct 2006
Posts: 2,632
I am so sorry hun. Sending you big . I wish there was something I could say to take your pain away, but I feel like I am in the same boat. Missing my baby and wanting to have another without much help from dh. Feel free to pm me anytime if you want to talk.
Thank you Mistyx5 for my siggy.

Reply With Quote
July 18th, 2007, 02:25 AM
claire1979's Avatar mummy to a special angel
Join Date: Jun 2006
Location: huddersfield, england
Posts: 33,629
Send a message via MSN to claire1979
oh hunnie i wish i could come and hug you my heart breakes for our losses i wish you gentle days x

Reply With Quote
July 19th, 2007, 12:24 PM
Mega Super Mommy
Join Date: Jun 2006
Location: Arizona
Posts: 4,715
I'm sorry. I will pray you find the strength to get through this tough time. JM is SOOO here for you.
Try to embrace DH when you want to push him away. Sounds weird, but changing your behavior can change how you feel sometimes.
<div align="center"></div>
<div align="center"></div>
<div align="center"></div>
<div align="center"></div>
Reply With Quote

Topic Tools Search this Topic
Search this Topic:

Advanced Search
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are Off
Pingbacks are Off
Refbacks are Off

All times are GMT -7. The time now is 02:06 AM.

Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.8.9
Copyright ©2000 - 2018, vBulletin Solutions, Inc.
Search Engine Optimization by vBSEO 3.6.0