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March 24th, 2009, 12:26 PM
Mega Super Mommy
Join Date: Jul 2007
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I am having a rough day! I really miss Madison. I have tried meds, support groups, counseling. I am dealing with my grief. I JUST MISS MADISON! I want her back. I keep thinking that it is not fair! When does it get easier. It has been over a year and my heart is still in pieces. The only reason that makes me get up in the morning is my precious McKenzie. I just do not understand Why she had to go? I WANT HER BACK! I have my good days, and than all of a sudden I hit a wall of bad days. I just needed to vent to people who understand.
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March 24th, 2009, 02:13 PM
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I'm so sorry sweetie. I 100% understand. Just the other night I wrote a blog post screaming how unfair it is that my Calypso is gone. I too will be going along great and then it's suddenly all back and I feel just as helpless as I did the day she died.

I wish I could give your little Madi back to you sweetie
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March 24th, 2009, 08:02 PM
*MaLLoRy*'s Avatar Mega Super Mommy
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Aww I'm so sorry hun. Its been 5 months for me and I find myself waking up on days and just feel so angry! Other days I seem fine, and that is also just because I know I have to hang in there for my baby girl on the way. Sometimes I think I'm crazy because other people in my life have seemed to move on and here I am a prisoner in my own mind over it every single day.
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March 25th, 2009, 08:43 AM
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I am so sorry sweetie. I was like that for a long time and I still have my moments now 3 years later.

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March 25th, 2009, 02:20 PM
Delekatala's Avatar Mega Super Mommy
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I have been feeling that way too. Like it only just really hit me the last couple weeks. I am just walking around angry at the world! I hope you hit a quiet period soon... Jenny
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