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Forum: Recurrent Miscarriage and Pregnancy Loss


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September 21st, 2012, 09:25 AM
Happy Song's Avatar Nicole
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so since you all are my friends and have so been there I though i would babble over here.

My other losses were early enough that I was expecting this lose to be compleltely different. Well it pretty much was, except even at 18 weeks my doctor is very linient about trying again. Even with the drama of having baby at home and driving to the hospital in the middle of the night and him having to get the placenta out and how much blood I lost well it was a scarey amount for me and DH but in the end I didn't even get an IV or a transfusion but still it scared the snot out of my husband. Not so much me because well I was at the hospital while he cleaned up the mess. I feel fine which is annoying because well with a broken heart I feel like my body is betraying that but feeling fine like nothing happened my bleeding is almost gone already too. I just have to be careful picking up my babies because if i over do it my back will ache. That is IT.

So this morning i took a IC pregnancy test because I bought 100 of them after Tessa was born because it is just so annoying to be out of IC and I always test every friday. I do this because After my first loss I got pregnant without a period, then again after that loss and then again and again and then even after Beau was born I got pregnant again with Tessa with no PPAF. Um yes this is amazing after years and years of infertility. So we are definately trying for that first eggy because we have had such luck catching it. i do admit that I did have two periods after Tessa before getting pregnant again but they were wonky nursing periods.

so because I just lost the baby I just did not want to wear maternity clothes. You know one of those irrational issues we deal with. so i squeezed my butt into my prepreggo jeans, not a pretty sight. Any way since I have been the same size forever at least 10 years my pants were very very old as I had mostly wore maternilty clothing. any way I was so stuffed into the pants and they were so thread bare I was afraid either I was going to blow my seems or my gut. So I went and bought new pants and actually had to change at the store. The good news is the new pants are only one size bigger than my old pants.

So today is Friday! I am completely shocked that the line is so light! You can barely see it in person. any way I am going to join TTCAL board. Oh and I have to cook dinner tonight so i have a few JM boards to visit today.

ETA: So Rebecca's Angelversary is 9/9/09 Beau Birthday is 9/10/10 and Seth didn't have a heartbeat on 9/11/12 I am actually worried about handling Beau's birthday for here out. Seth was born on 9/13/12. I am hopingn his birthday out shines all those black days!

Last edited by Happy Song; September 21st, 2012 at 09:28 AM.
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September 21st, 2012, 11:32 PM
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*hugs* I'm glad you seem to be feeling alright, and I'm excited your tests are so light already. I've never had the courage to join TTCAL, maybe if I don't catch the eggie this cycle I'll pop on over.. after 9 losses I think I qualify lol
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September 22nd, 2012, 09:43 AM
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Come on over they haven't bit me... yet.
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September 24th, 2012, 03:44 PM
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*Thinking about you*
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September 30th, 2012, 11:46 AM
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Ditto to what Mom2twolittlemen said. I never know where to say it, but always want to tell you that I'm thinking about you. I hope next September that the joy of Beau's birthday will help ease the pain of the days that surround it. I'm glad your beta levels have dropped so quickly, and that your doctor is ok with you TTC again so soon. I hope the positive result comes fast and is super sticky.

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