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August 25th, 2006, 09:58 AM
candacesoon's Avatar Mega Super Mommy
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I've really worked myself up to a full scale pity party now. I'm crying at my desk and hoping that no clients come in. I just went to find DH and ask for a hug. He thinks I'm worried about the test tomorrow. I'm not. They will find what they find. I'm just in pain. My heart is so heavy today. Delaney's DD is coming up next month and I'm just crying for what I don't have, for what I lost. I haven't been down like this in so long. It's not like me. I don't feel like I can function well today. I hope I snap out of this soon.

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August 25th, 2006, 12:20 PM
4iris's Avatar Platinum Supermommy
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You've got a lot going on right now. With the spotting this week that should be AF, I'm sure your hormones are all fired up, then the stress of waiting for the test and all on top of that would be enough to make any of us upset. Add on top of that your upcoming DD, and I'd worry about you if you weren't crying and falling apart. We'll be here for you anytime you need us.

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August 25th, 2006, 01:17 PM
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Oh hun...I'm so sorry you're having a rotten day. I hope you find the time to focus on yourself tonight and allow yourself to let it all out. Have a good cry, get upset, release the tension. I'll be thinking about you tomorrow as you have your HSG.

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August 25th, 2006, 05:08 PM
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I'm sorry. It really does all pile up, and you've had a lot to deal with this year. I hope the rest of the workday went okay, or that you were at least able to have a good cry.
This may not be anything like what you are feeling, but I have found that when I do have a big cry, it is usually because of current stress, but in the end, I'm always mourning the past and the babies I lost, no matter what the trigger was. What you said sounds very familiar.
Take care, and good luck with your test tomorrow.

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August 26th, 2006, 07:07 AM
Rina42308's Avatar Mega Super Mommy
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I am so sorry you are having a difficult time. Like the other ladies pointed out you have had so much this is very much a response that's warrented. Keep getting those hugs from DH, talking to us, and being good to you. Next month will be hard for me too (Raven's DD) so we will be there for one another. I'll be thinking of you today with having the HSG.
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