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January 21st, 2010, 08:02 AM
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This week has been one big roller-coaster. Monday, I got my positive test. I was elated and very hopeful. I told anyone and everyone, figuring that we should enjoy the baby for as long as possible. Then I started spotting. Monday evening it was light, so while I was scared, I was still really hopeful. Tuesday, it picked up, it was to the point I'd consider it a light flow even...Tuesday night/Wednesday morning the spotting stopped and morning sickness reminded me that I can be hopeful. Yesterday was a good day. I went to have my progesterone level checked (still waiting on the results) but figured things will be ok. After all, it's my turn for some luck, right? Yet today, I woke (still no spotting) feeling like I'm going to lose this baby too. My boobs don't really hurt anymore (unless I wear a bra for a while), I am still dealing with morning sickness, but I can't help feeling as though this pregnancy is doomed. I hate feeling this way...like I expect my baby to die, but how can I not when I know nothing else. My new OB appointment is a week from today and I'm terrified. I don't want to go. I just know I'm going to hear those dreaded words and I don't know that I can do it again...

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January 21st, 2010, 09:26 AM
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I am sorry. Is there anyway you can get your appointment moved up just for your peace of mind? Or go in for a beta check or two?

As far as your bb's not hurting...try not to dwell on it to much. Every pg is different and you are still very early on...more symptoms are yet to come. Even on progesterone I never get any symptoms until around 6w so the back that you have them is a good sign.

PAL is such a beast. It is not fair that we can't just enjoy our 9m and feel that glow. When you know the ugly side of pg it just sucks all the joy out. I hope that today will be a better day for you.

Are you still POAS to see if your line is dark? Sounds silly but it may give you a little reassurance.

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January 21st, 2010, 09:31 PM
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