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February 25th, 2011, 10:21 AM
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Join Date: Jan 2011
Location: NY Baby!
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so, for those of you that have been following my story - my positive quant test was either a chemical preg or residual trigger shot in me i was holding out hope but i just knew i was not pg; my period came this am; i just feel incredibly hopeless and helpless; cant understand why i am not getting pg - my husband sperm is fine and i have checked out ok and had all the tests, etc; i did have one test done that measures ovarian reserve and that came back really low - have to repeat when this cyst is gone - who would have thought that my eggs would be bad at 36 years of age?

so, the plan is this - have to trek into the city tomorrow to get day 2 bloodwork and baseline US done; if the cyst is still there, i have to go on god **** birth control for a month or so until it dissipates; if it is gone, which i doubt, because i have the worst luck ever, i mean seriously, then i will start femara on day 5 and have an IUI

i took a break from Facebook for the month, as i cant handle seeing daily pics and updates of everyones new babies - good decision on my part

i will continue my acupunture and who knows?

i am especially devastated as the day i found out my quant was an 8, was my dad's 3 yr death anniversary; i would have had my dad's spirit in my baby - this has been one hell of a month and i am really missing my dad big time on top of all this
acgka; ALI

Married May 2010
TTC since August 2010, almost a year
IUI in December 2010 - BFP - chemical
IUI on 3/13/11 - BFN
April natural cycle - BFP on 4/22 - chemical confirmed 4/28
IUI done on 5/12 - BFN

IUI #4 done 6/6 - BFN
so sick of getting BFNs

total of 4 failed IUIs
IVF in July

using acupuncture 1x week, Royal Jelly, pre natals, organic Spirulina, Maca Root and Red Raspberry tea
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February 25th, 2011, 11:59 AM
missy123's Avatar Platinum Supermommy
Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: Savannah GA
Posts: 13,418
I am so sorry honey. I understand how hard TTC is and infertility/losses just make it all that much worse. ((Hugs)) I understand what you are going through and it just plain hurts.

Pregnancy Loss April 2009, September 2010
CP 10/2008, 1/3/11 {missing my babies every single day}Mommy to 4 Children - 3 boys ages 22, 21 and 18 & baby Scarlett
After 2.5 years TTC with 4 losses our Family was given the gift of Miss Scarlett
Do not ever give up hope...

Miss Scarlett... Our miracle girl still brings happy tears to my eyes.

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February 25th, 2011, 12:08 PM
ohnicole's Avatar Platinum Supermommy
Join Date: Nov 2009
Posts: 5,756
I am so sorry What you are going through is just not fair. It doesn't make any sense and it sucks. I wish you didn't have to go through this
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February 25th, 2011, 02:46 PM
brynnkelley04's Avatar Mega Super Mommy
Join Date: Jul 2005
Location: DeWitt, Michigan
Posts: 3,164
I'm so sorry. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers

Brynn 30,
Rich 41, Marcus 11, Gavin 8
~~IVF #4 using Donor Eggs=BFP
~~April 18th 1st U/S=TWINS! Baby A 128bpm Baby B 124bpm

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